Life Plan

Omg I have to spend two more hours in front of this computer..sitting and staring at the screen..keeping a tab of time,both in analogue and digital form..how d second needle is taking ages to take its next step and how the two dots b/w two numbers are aimlessly just blinking. Why cant all this happen at a faster pace..At times like dis do we actually understand how time can stand still. I want to write about something interesting,bu my brain is so drained as of now that no thoughts are coming in. Are all my “professional” friends busy wasting their lives over something they neither like nor do they care about? Like all of them,this was definatly not even my so called “plan”. But then where do things ever go according to the plan. If that was the case I would have never had a heart break,i would have never lost touch with any of my childhood friends I played ghar ghar with,i would have become a teacher or a doctor which I wanted to when I was 10. However, some part of me is really happy that my life didn't work out the way I wanted it too..I am happy that I made new friends,people I care about so deeply. I am happy that I finally became an engineer,after spending 4 yrs in a college I never wanted to be a part of,i cried like crazy the day I joined it but then I never realized that there were tears in my eyes the day I left it..when the day I was eagerly waiting for arrived I was sad. I was sad to leave behind a fun filled life but extremely lucky to get 100 thousand happy memories in return. And finally I am happy I had a heart break. I am finally with someone who cares about me deeply,unconditionally. So I guess its not so bad when plans don't work out! Infact it just ends up working out in your favor. Cheers to all the failed plans!

19:57
6th nov
ILP,Gandhinagar